But hey, strength of argument. Hmmm. What makes a weak argument? Untruth? Hypocrisy? I think so...
Here's what Swarm thought of RexxS during the RfA.....
RexxS has always proved to be a reasonable and amicable person with an even temper, even in heated circumstances.
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I respect RexxS standing up for what he feels is right. That will be a valuable trait to have in an administrator.
Now that RexxS has said he wants to withdraw, here's what Swarm thinks of him now.....
To cave to the utterly superficial pressure of a small handful of malcontents, who are emptily clamoring to alter the results of an independent crat chat? This is an insult to everyone who has had your back over the past week. I vouched for you, as did 163 other members of the community. We took this seriously. To have you throw in the towel after all that, just because some opposers are trying to generate enough heat to sway an independent reading of consensus by the crats is insane. Your RfA has never been in uncontentious promotion territory, so it makes no sense to give up in the crat chat. The only possible reading of your doing so is that you're caving to the shameful people who are trying to sway the result of the RfA ex post facto. Your suicide here is without honor or dignity. ~Swarm~ {sting} 06:59, 10 April 2019 (UTC)
Strong stuff. To be clear, that's a
supporter. Try and find the same level of vitriol and naked aggression in the opposition. Whatever it is about RexxS that attracts some of the most unstable and vicious people in the ranks of the Wikipedia Administration to rally to his banner, the likes of Kudpung and Ritchie and now Captain BlackHeart here, I would advise him, again, to do everything he can to distance himself from it.
There were a couple of nasty comments in the opposition, sure, but it is really noteworthy (as well as their sparsity overall in a group of 90+ passionate Wikipedians) that they came from regular editors, not Administrators, and they all came from a place where the anger was clearly the result of how RexxS had treated them. That's a far more authentic portrayal of Rexxs' likely impact on Wikipedia, than the sight of Administrators like Swarm claiming they came away from disputes with RexxS totally chilled, but then absolutely lose their shit when he doesn't remember to be sufficiently appreciative of what they did for him.
You would expect RexxS was probably keeping track of how many people didn't like him as a result of his travels through the 'pedia, and ran anyway, but I rather doubt he was aware at all, that all those people who walked away from disputes with him apparently happy at their amicable resolution, had marked his card. They owed him. One in the bank. I mean, he will have been acutely familiar with the concepts of fear and favour, nobody in Bishonen's court is naive to the dark truth of it all, but this is next level long game. This revenge is not cold, it's positively frozen. As dark and cold as the depths of space, only exploding now with all the nuclear firestorm of a stellar event
The raging fury of the aptly named Swarm, is doubly remarkable when you look at the actual withdrawal statement that triggered it.....
I have already said that I didn't want to place 'crats in an invidious position, and I hope that my withdrawal will remove some of the pressure that seems to be being generated here.
I'd like to apologise to my supporters, whom I feel I am letting down, but I think you reach a point where whatever the outcome, it can't be the right one because of how it may be perceived.
I'd like to apologise to those opposing me, and those who were neutral but took the time to vote. What became clear when reading your votes is that when I direct invective at another editor – no matter how justified I feel it is – other editors observing feel some of the impact, to an extent that I had not expected.
I'd also like to thank my supporters for their kind words; they sustained me through some very frustrating and sometimes hurtful times over the past week or so.
And I thank my opposers and those neutral (why isn't there a simple noun?) for helping me to further my self-awareness. It's quite a gift you've given me, and I do appreciate it.
It is absolute telling what the rather a lot of the supporters' philosophy of Adminship was all about here - the one time during this whole process that RexxS showed genuine reflection, selflessness and self-awareness, the one time he has done so during this process when there could be no question in doubter's minds that there was no ulterior motive, no political angle or attempted point being made, they are absolutely furious. Genuine integrity and sincerity (if it holds).
They absolutely hate it. Anathema to the way Wikipedia Adminship really is nowadays - a Very Big Deal. A Seal of Office that you can only take from them from their Cold Dead Hands, or if they commit wiki-murder. Swarm is such an objectively crap Administrator that he could quite easily be desysopped for cause in a No Big Deal Wikipedia. Who apparently doesn't see it this way? RexxS. For this betrayal, he is cast by Swarm as worse than the scum who would dare deny him his place in the Inner Sanctum.
If RexxS pivots now, if he goes back on this statement and simply takes advantage of the fact the Bureaucrats seem quite happy to do everything they can to persuade people there is a consensus here, up to and including repeatedly ignoring the stated wishes and intentions of the canddiate, he will be only confirming the worst fears of the opposition.
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Right on cue.....
I'm sorry I've not replied sooner, but I've been under the weather for the last couple of days with the 'flu. I logged off yesterday evening with a profound sense of relief and eventually slept for 14 hours. I logged back in a while ago to see I had 23 notifications, and I've now read all of the discussion here and on my talk page. To be honest, I have no more idea now what to do for the best than I had when I started reading, so I'm going to go with my instinct that the process might as well play itself out. I'll strike my withdrawal and hope folks won't think too badly of me for stumbling at this late stage. --RexxS (talk) 12:29, 10 April 2019 (UTC)
An
instinct to ignore your better self. An
instinct for self-advancement. An
instinct to retract your sincerely held beliefs when it is politically convenient. An
instinct for needing to be seen as strong by your loyalists.
An
instinct to let the forces of evil embrace and protect you.
Unbalance in the Force, he will bring.
He
truly is perfect Wikipedia Administrator material. Kudpung saw it. He
knows.
Cue the
Imperial March.